Friday, October 26, 2007

managing my manager - chin up!

;-) if I don't reach out and EXPRESS, the shit will hit my face sooner than later...so in my manager's words, use him, exploit him, demand his attention and make him look good and make the team look good and i'll be doing great!

so the next time i see something that is not normal, i don't wait for the right time and/or stay quiet and expect that the situation will get resolved. i open my mouth and TALK! especially, don't give it time...time is the enemy. it makes you feel bad to worse and 'laid back' takes charge...it is necessary to be walking always with head thrust forward...

okay. got the pix truly well. so go ahead and execute and put any trace of dignity in your pocket no, in the drain and flush it out well with good judgment. because 'dignity' is the guise of a false ego.

Attitude : upset to set up!

Chin up!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

cruising...

cruising is an activity like doodling, on hold and yet not stationary. it's like when life happens to you even as you keep up the idling...dude, or dudette, it's like being in a coma. nor dead not alive; not behind or beyond; not still nor moving, but not dead. an illusion of motion.

alive but just. why. why do i get this strange sense of life passing by and i look in even as i am one of the players therein? looking, searching, waiting.

y is life always on two levels? active, passive. mandy and ms goody two shoes.

quit this double life. get into the fray, with your whole soul and essence.
BE SPONTANEOUS. ok, now i've hit the hot button. what's missing? the 'live-it-as-you-feel-it' element. wary, only that much there.

good night.